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“Eh.
Sometimes guys can be really stupid. I had feelings for a guy I met here at Mville and for the first week he really led me on. He told my roommate that he had feelings for me, and when we were alone in his room he kissed me. And then AWESOME STUFF!!!! Two days later I was walking back from dinner from two of my friends and he was holding hands with this random girl that he knew that came to visit him. My friend’s told me that he had kissed her the day before he kissed me…..this sounds like dramatics from when I was 12 years old, but it still upset me. I mean, I definately don’t feel like getting into a relationship right away, but I hate being led on like that, it sucks. He came to talk to me and said he was sorry if he led me on in anyway, which he obviously did. We’re still friends since we hang out in the same group, but its hard because I still have feelings for him. I’m trying to stay focused on work and friends and keep my mind off of it but its hard. It’s still amazing to me that I’ve only been here two weeks. I used to be a painfully shy person in high school, so I’m happy to be branching out, but all this drama is really uneccessiary. I know it’s his loss and fault, but I can’t help blaming myself for some reason.”
its a battlefield out there
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